feeling very pissed off...

went for a laboratory session today...end up pissed off by the tutor...story: ask the tutor to help me clear some doubts...showed him my work...although he did answer my question but at the end of it he added some very sacastic remarks saying my work is not original...ok lah i do admit that I did refer to some people's work lah but I am trying to learn oso mah...but I don't see the point why should he put it by saying:"you know har...singaporeans all get caught because they do it without understanding...". As usual, he will laugh and just walk away. I mean if my intention is to hand up my assignment by copying people's work...then in the first place I wouldn't have even bothered to ask him why is it done in a certain manner. Then, I asked him what if my values are different from that as provided in the hint...he simply replied:"I haven't look through the question yet but if you want to know if you have done correctly, come to my office and I will show you solutions to the question." What is he trying to imply...the solutions is someone else's solution or the lecturer has passed him a standard solution? Then coming to the lab work...when a student ask him how to go about doing that exercise, he answered the question and ended by saying the exercise is stupid. What is he trying to imply? The student is stupid or the lecturer who set the exercise is stupid. I seriously can't imagine such things coming out from the mouth of a PHD student. Then as he saw me jotting down stuffs on a piece of paper that consist of my thesis material(plots for my data which I wrote using Matlab), he asked me to send him a copy of my program(he is also doing some antenna testing for his PHD materials) and the way he asked for it was like so insincere and as if I sure will send it to him as he walked away in a faggot-like and proud manner. Then I was thinking:"Since you sounds like you are very smart and capable as you have thought of yourself, then why do you still want a program code from a student who appears to be copying his work without knowing what he is trying to copy...doesn't that make you a copycat too?" I really wonder why can't he just show people some respect and carry himself better...so sad and pissed off...

Emotions aside...today is the day peijun is going to remove the support on her leg...wish her well...