I think I am going crazy...
It has been more than 2 months since I updated my blog because nothing interesting or too monotonous in my daily life. I was in Singapore from the 20/12/2005 to 16/02/2006 for my summer vacation but wasn't really a vacation because have to work and do thesis. Then was back in Brisbane on the 17th Feb because have to continue my thesis then 27th is the 1st day of school again. Its time to make the final dash because this will be the last semester(I must do it) before I graduate. But today is Saturday and I am feeling very bored because there is really nothing to do here or places to go other than studying. But I don't have the kick to study yet. So I decided to write this blog. Now I feel like I am going crazy because I really don't know what to do other then study. Then my mind is wandering thinking of what I have been doing during my "vacation" in Singapore. There is only 1 thing that I have regretted and that is to meet up with her. Idon't know what is wrong with me. Is it that I am too shy to ask her out or am I just being too busy or worst of all, too lazy to ask her out. Initally, was thinking of organising a class gathering which eventually did not happen. And now here I am thinking of her. How...I am going crazy...Sorry for this disorganised blog because I don't really know what I am writing also but just to write down all my current thoughts.

1 Comments:
Saying regrets now is too late and you can never turn back time. All I can see from your blog is about studies, studies and studies. For the whole of summer semester, if you really make the effort to meet up wif her, despite only one day in the weekend you can spare, proofs that at least you've tried even if you failed. But you did not. Just by saying itself is alot easier than action.
Guess you're still not ready for a relatoinship at this very moment.
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