My heart sank into the deepest ocean
Today, I feel like my heart sank into the deepest ocean. I have never felt so hopeless before all because of my thesis. Can't imagine the efforts spent the whole summer vacation doing my simulation and the results obtained from measurements are nowhere near. I seriously don't know where went wrong. Could it be the lab equipments faulty? Just when I thought my measurements were correct, my supervisor asked me for the measured results and when we actually plot it out, it was way off. Why didn't I check the measured results on the measuring equipment? Because the equipment plots it without showing values on the x and y axis and I have yet to be able to handle the equipment properly because I only started yesterday. Then my supervisor suspect that it could be due to the correlation of the antenna. So he suggested that I should continue to do my simulation with a new design. At this moment, my heart really sank. I don't know what to say or do. But the only thing that came to my mind was that my grades will be greatly affected and with the date of submission just 3 months away, I seriously don't what I can come up with. Now what I can only hope for is miracles to happen but I think is unlikely. God Bless me.
posted by Beng at 10:02 PM
1 Comments:
At this instant moment, I do felt for you.
What I suggest you can do is to keep your mind clear and do the things you should do instead of looking back.Fret not, cos I believe you will meet your goals. Life isn't bout' scoring all distinction and it won't be end of the world. Those ppl without lotsa A's ain't gonna die either.
It's how you look at things. Frankly speaking, I do noticed that you take things especially studies, too seriously whereby you introduced a lot of uneccessary stress on yourself, and all these negative thoughts will pull you down one day, cos if you failed to accomplish the tasks or goals you planned to achieve, you will be feeling as bad or even, worse than what you are now. Surely your supervisor won't fail you, I believed, from all your hardwork you've contributed, your supervisor would have noticed, unless he is blind.
Well, we've said, we've talked, we've exchanged pointers and I hope in near future you won't be the same person I used to know.
Putting in effort in achieving what you want is of cos, neccessary, but I think you could have handle things better!
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