New year new beginnings

Feeling very emotional now. I am listening to a song as I am writing this blog. Here is the lyrics of the song:

<<想说>>

想能守候在您的身旁
您温柔的眼光阻挡着忧伤
好想能停泊在您的海港
让船儿一直停放 永不在出航
我在每一个漆黑夜晚独自忧伤
害怕这思念却无法伪装
我在每一个破晓黎明等待着天亮
等待您给我不灭的火光
心里有话想说 心里的痛您懂
有太多太多的情感 覆水难收
心里有话想说 心里的痛您懂
我不愿埋怨的泪水已经没有尽头

I know that your relationship was on the rocks back in late September but I didn't know that it was till to the stage that he initiated the break-up. It was not till October that you pour your sorrows out. I am feeling bad back then that I was not there to listen to your sorrows. I dunno if you have put this relationship behind you, hope you do. Now is 2008 and if I am not wrong, he has moved on so should you. I dunno if you are aware but all I want to say is there will be a guy who will be waiting for you. Call me silly, foolish or anything you like but that's me. Hope one day you will come to know that there is a silly guy who will be waiting for you.